Demons have crept into my mind during the past few months, whispering
that I should give up on my dreams.
“Nobody likes your books,” they taunt, “No-one is buying them. Just give up. Move
on. Find a regular job.”
I almost began to listen to them. My subscribers were disappearing, my
book sales flatlined, and no matter where I look, I cannot find a way in to the
places where I might find help. I’m just one person. I cannot do this alone. I
have to be writer, proofreader, editor, publisher, promoter, networker,
business planner, and above all else, Mother. All I want to do is write, and
have people appreciate and enjoy my books. Is that too much to ask?
As I was about to give up all hope, finish writing book 6 in
#TheRedcliffeNovels series, and then
call it quits on my career, something compelled me to check my sales pages
online. Amazon Author Central showed me that I had
a new 5* review just last month for my first novel,
Love Hurts (A Redcliffe Novel).
A new reader discovered my work and enjoyed it enough to leave a positive review.
Hopefully she will enjoy the rest of my published novels as well.
And, just like that, all hope was restored. Being an Indie author is a
hard slog. There is no get rich quick scheme. If you have business experience
and can operate yourself appropriately, then you might make it work. I do not
have that. All I have is the skill for creative writing. Everything else I must
learn as I go along, or else find people that are willing to help teach and
support me. But for now, I have silenced the demons. I will never stop writing.
And my dreams will never die.
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